G OOD morning, Mrs. Romaie, and the best to you! --Susan Romaie.
Maurine, the second Mrs. Romaie, was straightening the bottom drawer of
her husband's chiffonier to make room for his freshly ironed shirts
when she read this greeting on the back of the framed picture of his
first wife she found beneath the odds and ends hastily stored away for
further sorting. At the sight of the beautiful face, she was surprised
to feel little twinges of jealousy gnawing within her, twinges she
thought she had conquered entirely before her marriage. She stopped
short and told herself sternly, "Maurine Romaie, you must eradicate
these small jealousies. You knew Robert loved Susan when you married
him. That was one reason why you loved him, for deep in your soul you
knew he would likewise love and cherish you. And you know the surest
way to keep Robert close is to open your heart to Susan, as well as to
her children, whom you love already. You cannot, being you, settle for
anything less."
After a few long moments Maurine had herself in hand and emerged from
her struggle triumphantly, saying, "You are far too lovely, Susan, to
be tucked away. Robert, bless him, must have put you in the drawer
thinking I would rather not have you looking as us."
She was smiling softly when a new thought paled her cheeks, "Suppose
Robert, himself, did not want to be comparing us!" It was only a small
struggle this time, for with calmness in her voice, she said aloud,
"You shall not be hidden away, Susan. What matter if you are more
beautiful than I? What if you were Robert's first love? He has love
enough for us both. He is still yours, Susan, but he is mine now, too"
A faint smile curved her lips as she continued, "Shall we call him
ours?"
The greeting lured her to a second reading and a third. Then she looked
long and earnestly into the face of the first Mrs. Romaie. A beautiful
and strong face it was. In it she read love and laughter, warm
friendliness and understanding. To think Robert had chosen her after
such a lovely wife had passed away a year before, leaving him with a
four-year-old daughter and a three-year-old son!
"Good morning to you, Susan. I do so want to be friends. Help me, will
you?" Susan's serene smile reassured her as she placed the picture on
the dresser. "But why did you write such a greeting? It must be your
writing, for it isn't Robert's, and it does have your name signed to
it."
That night after the children were asleep, Maurine asked, "Robert, why did Susan say good morning to herself?"
Robert's eyes had a startled expression, as he looked up from the book he was reading, "Did you say what I heard, Maurine?"
"Yes, exactly what you heard. Do you know why Susan said good morning and wished herself the best?"
At his uncomprehending expression she arose and said, "Come, I'll show you. But tiptoe past the children's room."
WHEN
the two stood in front of the dresser, Maurine spoke, and the twinges
of jealousy were but tiny electric rivers running up her spine, "She is
beautiful, Robert, and so lovely. But tell me why she wrote as she did
on the back of her picture."
Robert turned the picture over and read the message. His eyes still
retained their bewildered look as he answered, "That is Susan's
writing. Strange I hadn't noticed it was there before. Guess I never
looked at the back. And if Mrs. Moore, our housekeeper, ever did she
said nothing. She seemed to think it best never to mention Susan. She
never knew how I longed to talk about her. And she was not one to be a
teller of tales outside the homes where she worked. I put the picture
away the morning we were married out of consideration for you."
"Darling!" Maurine kissed his forehead, then spoke softly, her eyes
glowing, "I think I know the reason. Perhaps it seemed a miracle to
her, too, that you should choose her from all the women you knew.
Perhaps she wrote what her heart was singing, that she was Mrs. Romaie.
You see my heart sings the same way. It will always be a miracle, your
choosing me to take her place beside you. Not her place, really, for
always I want you to keep a special place in your heart just for her."
Robert kissed her gently. His voice held overtones of reverence as he
spoke, "There is plenty of room left for you, my dear. I have watched
you, Maurine, in these weeks since our marriage, watched your struggle
to overcome yourself in truly taking Susan's place. I know it hasn't
been easy, but you have managed it. Always you have been able to
conquer your natural little jealousies or worries or imagined worries,
and kept sweet and smiling. But don't try too hard, my dear, for I love
you for your few frailties, if they can be called such. The children
adore you. As I watch you caring for them tenderly, I choke up a bit.
How did such a good thing happen to me, little Miracle Mother? That is
the name I have chosen for you, darling."
"How lovely, Robert!" Her eyes filled, "And I didn't know you had
noticed. I thought I had concealed my little discouragements and let
only my thankfulness for our marriage, our good marriage, shine
through. For my own sake, for my own happiness, I must conquer myself
and be the wife and mother I desire to be, and make Susan a part of her
children's lives."
"You are beautiful, Maurine, with your deep spirituality illuming your
countenance. How blessed I am in having you! You give of yourself so
freely. You seem to truly love little Mike and Francie."
"They are yours, you know, yours and Susan's." Impulsively she turned
to the picture and said, "I love your babies, Susan, and your Robert
very, very much. You don't mind, do you?'
T
HE next night after Maurine had tucked the children in and was telling
them a bedtime story, Francie's eyes sparkled and she exclaimed, "Why,
there's Mommy!"
"You mean Mother," Michael said gravely, indicating Maurine.
"No, I mean Mommy! There, on our dresser! Her picture! That is Mommy,
Mike, but you don't remember her very well." She spoke soothingly to
her little brother, then burst into tears, jumped out of bed, and ran
to the dresser where she cried, "Oh, Mommy, I miss you!"
Quietly, Maurine gathered her in her arms, and little Michael, too, and
explained gently, "I put the picture on your dresser to make you happy
and to keep you remembering your beautiful first mother. You will
always remember her, Francie, and we must help Michael to know her. She
is still loving you, even though she is with Heavenly Father. And she
would want you to keep on loving her."
Maurine rocked them until Michael fell asleep, then whispered to Francie, "We better put him in his little bed now."
"Let me look once more at Mommy," Francie whispered, then said
sleepily, "Mother, I'm glad you brought Mommy to our room. I won't feel
alone now with her smiling at me. See, she's smiling at you, too. That
means she likes you. I won't miss her too much any more. You are our
mother now and I love you."
"I love you, too, Francie, very much. The picture can always be yours. I'm glad I have a little daughter and a son."
A
year sped swiftly, a year filled to the brim with joys and little
sorrows; with laughter and a few tears; with welcoming a new little son
and building a family held together by the cords of love and
unselfishness. How precious to have three children and Robert to love!
And Susan also! For through the trying hours, her sweet understanding
face came more and more to give her healing; and her cheerful, "Good
morning, Mrs. Romaie, and the best to you," often gave the lift she
needed to go happily through the days that did not have enough hours to
accomplish all the tasks to be done.
"Francie is such a help, and little Mike, too," she said gently to
Susan one day. "And I'm keeping them near to you. Francie is going to
look like you, beautiful and gracious, and Mike is so like our Robert.
And I hope you like my little Bobbie."
There were tears in Maurine's eyes on the late August morning when she
stood before Susan's picture, after finishing tidying up the room which
belonged entirely to Francie now; tears bright as diamonds, as she
said, "Susan, your little girl started school today. I wish you could
have seen her with her hair in ringlets and her eyes shining. She loved
her pretty new dress. I made her four new ones. You should have seen
her eyes as she watched me sewing them. No, it wasn't too much extra
work, for she took care of Bobbie like a regular little mother.
"Shall I let you in on a secret, Susan? When Michael gets old enough, I
shall make him four new shirts. His eyes were so wistfully expectant as
he asked, 'Mother, in one more year will you make me four new, pretty
dresses like Francie's to start school with?' that I smiled and
answered, 'Yes, Michael, if you want me to then, I will.' "
I
T was two years and another little son later when Maurine, after making
Mike's bed, entered Francie's room to find the bed made and the room in
perfect order. She looked earnestly in the face of Susan and said
happily, "You are still very much a part of us. This morning as he left
for his first day at school, Michael said, 'I wish Mommy could see me
now. She would think I have a pretty new shirt.' No, Susan, I did not
need to talk him out of having me make him new little dresses, for this
summer he confided, 'I guess I'll have you make me four new shirts.
Boys don't wear dresses.' Such a charming little man he is, Susan! And
baby Niel is adorable and has Robert's eyes and firm chin. Think of it,
a daughter and three sons already! Was ever a woman so blessed!"
Time ceaselessly rolled on, and the years wrought their miracles and
brought their problems. There was the time Michael boasted to his two
brothers that he was wearing a suit bought in a store, while theirs
were homemade. Mother-wise, Maurine had let the matter drop when Niel
had smiled angelically and answered, "
But Mother made ours!"
and soon the three were the best of pals again. The time Maurine found
a sobbing Francie kissing her Mommy's picture and saying, "Mother is
too busy to hold me on her lap and kiss me any more."
Maurine had tiptoed away and solved her problem by giving increased
affection and attention. When Robert brought friends home to dinner and
found the house untidy and the meal not prepared, she had despaired of
ever measuring up to Susan's efficiency, but her husband's laughter and
his help had taken the tragedy from the experience. His siege of
pneumonia brought her near the breaking point, but it gave her a
clearer perspective of how dear he was to her and his family. It was
then that Susan's compassionate face had assured her all would be well
and the love between them deepened.
Maurine felt Susan's eyes had an added glow of understanding the
morning she sat before her in Francie's room with her third child, a
baby daughter, in her arms, and spoke reverently, "Oh, Susan, you
should see her! How near to heaven she has brought us. Our Robert
called me 'Little Miracle Mother' again after we returned home from
Sunday School and fast meeting yesterday. I hope you know the joy we
experienced. Why? Because in Priesthood meeting, Robert ordained
Michael a deacon and he passed the sacrament in Sunday School and in
sacrament meeting. (He has a new Scout uniform all ready and waiting.)
"And, Susan, Robert blessed our baby. We named her after you. You don't mind, do you?"
T
HE baby was asleep in her arms, so Maurine laid her on Francie's bed,
then again sat before Susan and mused thoughtfully: "She is a clean,
sweet, and beautiful girl, Susan, your little Francie. Fourteen!
Imagine! And bubbling over with joy and laughter and charm. She was
yours before she was mine, so help me keep her always as sweet as she
is now."
Susan's eyes and her smile seemed to say serenely, "And she was God's
before she belonged to me. the three of us, along with Robert, should
do all right."
Maurine picked up the portrait and dusted it with her apron. When a
fleck or two of dust refused to yield, she slipped the picture from its
frame to dust the inside of the glass. As she did so a letter dropped
in her lap.
"One of Robert's I imagine," she said as she picked it up. To her surprise it was addressed:
To the Second Mrs. Romaie.
She stared incredulously then spoke, "Why, the letter is for me!"
Quickly she opened the envelope, removed the sheets and read rapidly,
her eyes fairly racing over the words. Pale with emotion, she spoke in
an awed whisper, "Susan, you wrote this ten years ago, less than a
month before your death." Robert had told Maurine they had both known
her days were numbered for almost a year before leukemia finally
claimed her life.
"How brave you were, Susan!" Maurine's voice was gentle, "And how
unselfish! No wonder you seemed to leave the sweetness of your spirit
here in this home." Tears of joy were flowing as Maurine reread the
letter, slowly savoring every word:
T
O you, the second Mrs. Romaie, I am writing this. I leave in your
keeping my greatest treasures, my husband and my children. They will
love you. How do I know? Because my Robert will choose the best
possible person to take my place in the home and be a mother to our
Francie and little Michael. And be assured he will love you.
You will have a more difficult task than I have known, for you will
have to weld two families into one. How I shall love you! If you should
get discouraged, remember I, too, have known discouragement. Perhaps at
times you will experience fleeting small jealousies because of me, as I
did because of Robert's mother, wondering if I could ever measure up to
her. But they will pass, for Robert's love is deep and tender and
abiding.
Now, dear future mother of this home, I say this to you in love and humility and gratitude:
Here is my little Francie. Take her, mold the pliant clay of her soul
into a lovely woman. Keep her as pure as the lilies in canyon streams
and guide her into the temple, where she will be married to a man
likewise pure.
And here is little Michael. Tenderly lead him to see the beauties of
creation. As he grows, teach him to know God and to love the gospel and
all people.
Finish the task I have begun. Robert will help you, and Father will assist you both.
My Robert I leave you also. Enjoy all of him, his deep voice, his laugh
that is music; explore the depths of his soul and know the meaning of
companionship.
I bequeath these treasures to you; and someday may you and Robert, together, return to me with our children.
May my greeting to you on the back of this picture help you to accept each day's challenge with a song in your heart.
I have a picture of you in my mind. During the long months of knowing,
I have created an image of you. Shall I tell you that you are
beautiful, that the beauty of your soul shines through your features,
and that I know you are lovely? Shall I tell you your name? I am very
sure if it, for it is Mother.
So good morning, Mrs. Romaie, and the best to you! -- Susan.
M
AURINE sat forgetful of time, letting her being fill with peace. Then
she spoke softly and her words were like a prayer: "Dear, dear Susan:
Morning sings in my heart. I will continue to love and cherish your
treasures ... our treasures. ... And when the time comes, I hope to
send back to you, a daughter, a mature woman innocent in wisdom; a son
who is a man, clean and purposeful; and our Robert who will be the
Robert you knew, only magnified.
"To think you thought of me, the second Mrs. Romaie, even before you left us! Thank you, Susan! Thank you!"
She put the picture back in its frame and in its place on the dresser
and the precious letter in her pocket to share with Robert later.
"Nearly time to prepare lunch," she said softly as she looked at
sleeping little Susie. "I'll lie down and rest just five minutes."
"H
USH, Daddy!" It was Francie who held her finger to her lips as her
father came in at noon. "When I came from school, I found Mother and
Susie asleep in my room. I'm getting lunch on for us. Mike, Bobbie, and
little Niel will be coming soon."
Robert kissed her tenderly as he said, "My little girl is growing into a beautiful and thoughtful young woman."
Quietly
he entered the bedroom and stood for a long moment looking down at the
two loved sleepers. Gently he touched his small daughter's cheek and
kissed Maurine lightly as he whispered, "Little Miracle Mother!"